I don't want to get older
Two years ago came the woman whose main symptom was extremely depressive state, which lasted some five months. With this depressed state there have been frequent urinary infections that were sometimes of quite strong intensity.
Depression began and intensified with the problems in partnership. She is a woman in her forties, brisk and energetic and quite good-looking and well-preserved for her age. She did not achieved posterity, nor has ever met the man to whom she would like to marry. Former relationship was with a fairly younger man. Previous too.
"In recent years younger men started to attract me. I feel good in their company, with their energy and enthusiasm. Beside them I feel young again and get a new verve. I can not imagine myself next to a man who is older than me. There's no that dynamic, that zeal and passion. And I have to admit that they could not satisfy me sexually."
She is quite tall and slim, it can be seen that she regular trains, in order to maintain a good physique. Her face is very expressive and occasionally is starting to get pink as he spoke with passion about the things she loves, as well as about those which hurts her. She was dressed in tight pants, her shirt was hanging freely, revealing one shoulder.
When she began to talk about the issues with the partner, a blush intensified and her eyes filled with tears. They were in a relationship for a year. As in every beginning of a relationship everything was idyllic, and she was immensely happy, and she enjoyed his attention, tenderness and love ecstasy. Then she slowly began to notice that he loses interest in her more and more, and watches younger girls. When she began to talk about the issues with the partner, a blush intensified and her eyes filled with tears. They were in a relationship for a year. As in every beginning of a relationship everything was idyllic, and she was immensely happy, and she enjoyed his attention, tenderness and love ecstasy. Then she slowly began to notice that he lost interest in her more and more, and watched at the younger girls. It happened that he was flirting even in front of her with a younger and attractive girl who would be in their company. She subsequently reacted quite violently and sometimes made the scene in front of others, which is why later she was very ashamed.
"I do not know why he does it to me. I cannot stand any younger girl in our company and immediately I start to imagine how he wants her and to be near to her instead of next to me. It drives me crazy. When I see him watching them it I want to jump, pour them a drink in the face, throw a glass, ashtray... to punch him in the face. Of course, I'm not so attractive as before, I'm getting older, and I cannot stand it. I don't want to getting older. I don't want my body loses attractiveness and the men look at me with no longing. I don't want wrinkles, celutit, loose skin. I invest a lot of money in my appearance and I'm proud of it but when he starts to flirt with others I feel miserable and old. He even told me once that he is not excited enough. He used to be with me almost every night. Now he hardly comes twice a week. Constantly invents some reasons not to come and who knows where he goes and with whom he sees. We have sex less and somehow without passion, especially because of him. Sometimes I simply pounce on him and he does not respond, just turns around and says that he is tired. Then I would jump out of my skin!
At night I lie awake and jealousy eats me. I cry and I feel my throat tightens and it suffocates me. When I delve into a dream, the feeling that I'm going to choke wakes me, and then I have to get out of bed. My mouth and throat are very dry, but it is difficult to swallow a water.
Urinary tract infections are more often. I have the impression that they did not even stop lately. It seems that they occasionally intensify and then hide again. When catch me, I urinate very often and difficult. It happens that I don't manage to get to the bathroom, and sometimes I feel it only when it starts, when my underwear is already wet. And that's usually when I'm lying in bed. Burning and pressure are sometimes unbearable. To the extent that I begin to sweat and I just don't know what to do with that. I tried with teas, antibiotics... but nothing could not give me lasting relief."
The central theme of this case was the despair of a woman who loses her attractiveness, jealousy and inability to "compete" with younger rivals. I gave her Lachesis, which so wonderful fits with her physical symptoms. That evening, before bedtime she took one globule. It is interesting that that night and at the beginning of following day she had almost all the symptoms that had troubling her lately, but also some that was long ago forgotten. It started with burning and urination every two minutes, then appeared tightness in the throat, she felt intense attack of jealousy while she was thinking about his partner who was absent that night. Appeared an old symptom, palpitation with intense fear that she will die. There were other symptoms that were quite forgotten. The intensity and speed with which she experienced the old symptoms clearly indicated the intensity and strength of Lachesis and the persons who fit into that picture. For them it is mostly all fast and intense.
Three days later she called me to tell me what she went through after taking the remedy but also to tell me that she already feels better. She felt good, full of energy and optimism. After two months when she came to me again, she was no longer in relation with the old partner who is younger than her. She had the strength and decided to end it because it did not make sense anymore, just pain. Urinary problems were almost completely vanished. They repeated only once in those two months. She began to sleep better and had no attacks of crying and suffocation. And what was most important to me is that she said that the colleague courted to her. This time it was a man several years older.
I have not seen her for a while and then she came this April with the desire to help her to take off some of weight because it was about to marry. Even though those few extra pounds had bother her, I did not notice the desperate desire to be young and attractive at any cost. As if she reconciled with her age and accepted the new beauty of adulthood. She planned the wedding next month with the man she mentioned earlier. She sent me pictures from the wedding. She was a beautiful bride.